Wednesday, December 7, 2011

STATEMENT

So often I jumped into different chapters of life zealous and fearless. Not thinking twice, no cost-based analysis, no what if calculation, no questions, no prerequisites. Hit or miss, painful or pleasurable, I only carry with me brave confidence, great excitement for the journey. For the memories to cultivate, people to meet, places to explore, lessons to learn and much much more…

And for countless times i face my failures & the emotional exhaustion i allowed myself in. When I get cornered with troubles and get stranded in the height of uncertainties and seeming hopelessness, i panicked. My confidence quivers as dread took place. Truly it wasn’t a good place to be.

In these times of weakness, when i become the most messed up person i’ve known, i cried to God in a state of urgency and desperation. Asking Him to grant me an easy way out. There is no need to worry. He knows all my flaws, i know He will never berate nor criticize me for so…

I choose to immediately get out of my self-whirlpool. To quit whinnying about how hard i perceive my situation had been. To be grateful instead of grumble about things. To accept instead of resist the circumstance… I realized that things become hard when we choose to see them as hard and when we try to protect ourselves from the strain they bring.

Life is made of unexpected twists and turns. It doesn’t really matter where i’ve been or what i’ve done… The important thing is I've
Live life to the fullest. I've Seized it, Owned it, Enjoyed it....

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